The D Word

this, this word. mmm this word we don't like.

this word doesn't do us any good.

this word can hurt us.

this is the D word.

none other than,

Deployment.

a word that none of us can really begin to handle.

well, the word could be handled,

the actual meaning of the word, not so much.

it means so many different things

but different things to different people

it can mean loneliness

it can mean craziness

it can mean sadness

depression

hurt

abandonment

soo many different things

sometimes theres no tellin what it will do each time around

they say first deployments the hardest,

but that doesnt mean it gets any easier.

theres people to deal with

everyday lives to deal with

problems to handle alone

drama to solve

theres a lot of factors

but being with that one person,

seeing

talking to

texting

emailing

that one person, nothing tops that.

dealing with the D word, well,

that all depends on how you handle things.

the thing to remember is that were strong.

its all a learning experience.

Wives Vs. Girlfriends

well well well. a topic that seems to bother me hahh. it seems girlfriends just wana be wives, but wives hate girlfriends. i dont see why. you have to be a girlfriend before your a wife.

girlfriends dont do anything wrong. well, some do. there are some reasons to not like some girlfriends but not all.

some like to say theres a huge gap between wives and girlfriends

some like to say there isnt

me, i say i dont know. i dont see why theres the gap between at all. i know there is one, but sometimes its obvious, between some wives and some girlfriends, but not all wives and girlfriends.

some wives are just plain bitches. they think that just because they're married, that they are some rank better than the girlfriend and some girlfriends just like to flaunt their mans in the military. but then again, dont we all, thats a pride factor, not a bitchy one. well, then there the D word, we're all bitches for that, because, really, who wouldnt be.

so whys there a gap,

why do some wives think their so much better than us girlfriends?

guess i'll never know