The Reason


introducing this boy right huurrr :)
hee, is the most amazing human being i have ever met in my entire life. i'm not just being biased because i love him and hes all mine and everything, he really is. i was with him before the Marine Corps, and i will be with him until the day i die. i know the Corps comes between a lot of couples, but, he, will not let that happen. neither will i. but between us, the Corps will never come. we're bestfriends. we're meant to be together. nothing can break that bond. no one will ever come between us, big or small, be it a single person, or an entire group. it wont. we're strong. we can do anything. its us against the world :)


Tony Dwayne,
wow. i love you so much. theres really nothing i wouldnt do for you. anything you wanted me too, i would. i can sit here and say that i would die for you, and all this, which we all know, need be, i would. without thinking twice. anything it took. but, im not gona say that. ima say this instead: il live for you. im not gona leave you lonely. im not gona leave you without me. im not gona make you be alone. i wouldnt do that to you, unless i gota (Marine Corps) so, i will live for you. until forever, ima always be by your side, whether you see that or not. fighting, or not fighting, i will be there. if you need anything, all you gota do is say so, and i'll do my best to give it to you. although i know you just say you just want me, and i really wana just jump in your arms, but being so far away from eachother, thats not really all that possible right now. we make the best of every situation. sometimes we have some complaints, more me than you, but thats okay, ima girl i complain about a lot of things :) haha, but more than anything, im so proud of you. for everything. for being true to the most important promises there are, and not turning back on em. and thank you, for not turning your back on me. i know i can be difficult most the time, okay a lot of the time, but you know exactly how to handle it, you know the right way to handle me. and i know that i dont have to pretend with you. i dont have to act like im okay when im not, i dont have to put on a brave face for you, specially because you just see through those so its just a waste of effort for me too, although im trying to be strong for you, and sometimes i just stop trying, and those are the days i just go on about how i want you here, and how much i love you and how much i wish you we were together, those are the main moments, all walls are down. and i feel safe with you. i feel so safe with you, even with you being half a world away, i feel like all i gota do is just talk to you, and you got me. that you wouldnt let anything happen to me. and i know thats not really the case, because there really isnt anything you could really do, being so far, but i know that you would figure something out to figure out whatever it was. & i think thats just amazing. you're half a world away, yet you're the ONLY person who can make me feel safe. like im in some sort of a bubble and nothing can touch me. and bedtime, somehow manages to be the best yet saddest parts of the day. its a bittersweet thing. but i know you love me, and one day, everything will work out just how we want it to. but i know, as long as i have you in my life and by my side, nothing can go wrong, you're always gona be with me, and you're always gona be my pandabear(: and you'll always be my baby, no one can take that from me, and you're all that i need. i love you so much babyboy<5 tis us against the world, forever & always(:
love love love loveeeeee,
your babygirl<5